She laid across the lone bleacher near the high school parking lot, the metal was cool against her skin and All American Rejects played from her bright green Ipod. She watched her best friend and the man she loved ran though the grass with his shirt off like it was nothing, Her smile was pure and she sat up slipping a lone ear piece to her Ipod off. "Hey you promise it will always be like this?" she asked loud enough for him to hear, He glanced over to her sliding his shirt back on and sitting down "Like what?" "Like this dumby. Promise we'll always be friends no matter what. Promise that no matter what happens that years from now no matter where we are we'll still talk" He laid his head on her lap and stroked her hair "Yeah I promise no matter what We will always be best friends"

-Months Past-

She was in tears. He gave a lone sigh and pulled her into his arms "It won't be for long I promise. I'm just not happy here anymore. I think if I move out of this city for a while I'll be happy" She pushed him softly away wrapping her arms around herself "Will you come back for me?" He wiped an oncoming tear and smiled lightly "Of course. I'd never leave you forever."

-A year and a half passed-

She sat in his new room at his new home. It had been over a year since she last saw him, He heart felt like it would burst as she tackled him in a hug. So much had happened to her over the year, Now standing in front of him heart broken and very vulnerable She smiled. They laid under the stars together "Are you ever coming home?" she asked softly laying her head onto his shoulder. His long hair caressed her forehead and she brushed it behind his ear gently "I'm trying very hard. You trust me right?" She smiled brightly "Of course. We promised remember to never stop being friends. I'll always trust you" He nodded staring at the sky "I have something to tell you....When I return home I don't know if we can still be friends" She stared wide eyed and pulled away from his quickly hitting him hard in the chest almost in tears "Why would you say something like that? You brought me hundreds of miles away from my home to tell me this?!?" He grabbed her hand and stood before she could hit him again. Pulling her close and hugging her tight he laughed softly "Your always so quick to jump to conclusions. So wild I love that about you.  I was trying to say before you attacked me that I don't think we can be friends anymore when I come home....because when I return I want you to be my wife"

I wish I could say TO BE CONTINUED but a month after this he completely destroyed me.

Here's to you.
The way you shine like highway lights or flaming car crashes along the freeway.
Your passion is amazing and your personality screams everything that any person would want to be.
Your life a train wreck and your smile a sunshine.
Your the punk rock king in a world of budding posers.
If I had the world I couldn't even give you that because you deserve the universe
Your a burden to society in everyone's eyes and a shining star in mine.
Certain twinkles in your eyes remind me of the rainfall of November 02.
Certain raises of your lip in smile remind me that spring will always conquer the coldness.
I'm just a girl with holes in my sleeve that are pin size to the holes in my heart and yet you've accept me,
Took me into your dickies coat back then like I was precious.
You made my teenage summers worth it and now years later seeing you in her arms doesn't hurt like I thought it would.
It actually makes me smiles, a rare true "you deserve it all" smile.
And as I smoke my last Camel cigarette I raise it in a cheer
Your sir Lost Nomad
Make the world seem like a mosh pit and you the one pushing back the swinging armed skankers from killing me